(Hours 150 & 151)
I tried a different method today that only my heart knew. It didn't feel right and I know for sure I'll be switching back to before. It wasn't disastrous but it's just so hard for me to wait for another date that's such a long way away. I understand the plus points for these hours, but I just don't want it to knock off my confidence if something really bad occurs. Of course, I know small mistakes can happen, but battling with my inner fear is the only factor repelling me away from practice. How slow does time want to pass? How much longer must I suffer?
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